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I'm going to see my friend tomorrow, the one I haven't seen in what seems like a lifetime. I'm scared though. I'm scared of what I'll find when I get there, What if she's a different person, one I don't know how to talk to. What if she's changed beyond recognition, she'll be this beautiful new person, and I won't know who she is. I just hope that some small part of her will see me, because, whenever I talk to her, I can never stop myself when I think: What will it take for you to trust me again?

Worried

I'm getting really worried about my friend, if I can even call her that any more. I thought that if I left her alone for a while she might come to her senses. She's getting worse and I can't do anything to help, I doubt that she still thinks of me as a friend and It's killing me. I just want her back before she does anything stupid, cos she's still my best friend, even if she doesn't know it.

Stupid

I'm nearing my wits end. She acts like a whore around him and she dumbs herself down. It shouldn't bother me this much but it does. When I say even the slightest thing she says that I'm ruining the "family atmosphere" when she acts like a hormonal teenage girl around him. Then she has the nerve to ignore me, because apparently the golden child can do no wrong. The worst thing is that I don't have my best friend around to talk to and to take my mind off it. I just  feel like I will end up doing something stupid.

Friends

I'm recently getting a really unsettling feeling that I'm making all the same mistakes when it comes to friends. I have a really hard time trusting people and I always feel self conscious and paranoid, the feeling when it comes to certain people is all too familiar.

Hey!

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